0 Celsius: To thaw a frozen heart

Chapter 28: 7.5°Celsius

27 December

2015

He came again today with bandages covering his face.

Screaming and demanding me to come out.

I did come out as he wished.

But not alone.

Police did their work and assured me of my safety.

And finally him resting behind the bars gave me peace.

If you ask me if I felt bad for sending him to jail.

Then my answer is no.

Going to jail was nothing new for a drug dealer like him and I hope he never crosses my path again.

15 march2016

It's been 3 months and I haven't heard from Neil.

I was so happy and finally life came back on track.

Today I am resting in my apartment and now I am dosing off.

Bye bye dearest....

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The date of the next entry made butterflies enrapture in my stomach as I started it.

From this day I entered her life and now reading what all she felt is making me an anxious mess.

With a small sigh I adjusted myself on the old sofa of her room and started

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20 the march

2016

Hi diary....

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I don't how to write this but...today was a very different day...

I....I met a man today.......

He was the most beautiful person I ever saw

Each and every feature was shaped to perfection.

I was not staring....

No...I mean...yes I was....but I couldn't control myself .

I always thought the most handsome ones were the ones who were the most arrogant and rude.

But boy did he proved me wrong.

He was a very powerful person who no one cared to mess with...

And my stupid self did exactly that.

I ruined his hundreds of dollars suit...I ruined it all

But he didn't even complained.

He was calm like the ocean just like his beautiful grey eyes.

I got lost in those eyes for a minute I admit but I hope I didn't offended him by doing so.

Rich people scare me.

I am afraid of their power but this man here instead made me feel protected for the first time in my life.

How he asked not to blame me is something not even your bestest of friends do for you.

I must admit he is the first man that has truly proved me wrong.

With personality as beautiful as his name and smile as bright as his golden heart.

He is one in billion and I am happy to have met him.

Even if it was for few minutes I was lucky to have smelt his expensive cologne that had the most manly

and beautiful fragrance I ever smelt.

To have seen his beautiful smile with those perfectly symmetric teeth.

To have looked into those ocean deep grey eyes which were the rarest of rare that I had ever seen

And lastly to have felt his touch that made this nobody feel at the top of the world.

Thank you Mr Alessandro Romano

I may not get to meet you again or see you.

As you lie at the top of hierarchy while I lie at the lowest.

But I will always remember that exceptions are always there and you were an epitome of it.

Andro sounded so good that I couldn't stop myself from calling you by this name.

But the smile you gave me after I called you by this name was better than it.

Good night Mr Alessandro Romano....hope someone like you gets all the happiness this world can give

to anyone....even my share of it.

Because you deserve it.

This was the first time I felt and wrote these things about a man....hushhhh it was very difficult but I

tried okay.

Anyways goodnight diary...

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As my eyes finished the last sentence I just couldn't control the 100 watt smile that escaped my lips.

Oh Saph you and your words shook the very floor under my feet that day and even today.

But the thing is you never knew nor do you know the effect you have on me.

You called yourself ugly....how blind can you be my dear Saph

Why couldn't you see your beauty in my eyes.

Why didn’t you know that how beautiful you looked when you said you were not beautiful.

This diary has just started and I am already feeling a weight being placed on my heart.

This is the weight you carried all your life and I don't know how long I can endure it before it crushes

my very heart under it.

My thoughts were interrupted when my phone rang.

"Mr Romano your mother and Miss Andrea are worried sick about you.....when will you be coming......"

"Tell them I won't come tonight.....I am preoccupied..."

With this I ended the call and placed my phone on silent.

There will be no one to disturb me.

Just me and my Saph

I placed myself on her bed and her peach blossom fragrance engulfed me.

I never felt like home after she left but today her fragrance was enough to bring me back home.

I turned the next page and got lost in the emotions behind her words.