Chapter 49
Aurora
I pushed past the doubt that clawed my chest as my eyes drank the sight of his cock pulsing angrily at me like it was about to rip my pussy apart.
Fear gripped me as uncertainty started to crawl into my mind.
Could I take it without being hurt?
How badly would it hurt?
Would his length fit in?
I scoffed inwardly before having a glimpse at his fully erect cock. No doubt, it wouldn’t fit in.
I couldn’t even wrap my fingers around it.
But I was too horny to think rationally.
The way his fingers dealt with me made me yearn for his huge member.
He even made me orgasm twice by just stroking my sensitive clitoris.
If he was so good with his fingers, I couldn’t imagine his level of expertise when it comes to using his dick.
Frustration got the best of me the more my pussy tingled in pleasure.
His soothing words and questions weren’t even helping matters. All that rang in my head was for him to fuck me till I had no more juices to orgasm.
I wanted him to fuck me until I was exhausted.
I wanted him to slam into my walls with full force, I didn’t care if it hurt or not. I was too horny to think.
I wanted to be lost in the world of intense and shuddering pleasure.
But he was doing the opposite!
Unable to bear his long talks, I pressed my thighs together, rubbing them as my mouth hung slightly open in pleasure.
It wasn’t much but it was something.
I lowered my head, biting my lips to stop my moans.
I wanted more, I wanted something poking inside of me.
“Aurora,” he called, snapping me back to reality as I let out a quiet groan. “I don’t want to hurt you. I…could leave if you want me to. I started this in the first place.”
My heart sank in sadness at his words.
He better not leave me desperately horny.
From the corner of my eyes, I caught his dick twitching, protesting against his words.
“Are you sure? But your dick doesn’t seem like it,” I whispered seductively, running my fingers over the cap, stroking it lightly.
His jaws clenched as he shut his eyes briefly before opening them. His breathing turned erratic as my hands worked further the length of his dick.
I would do anything to make him stay.
“You don’t understand me,” he sighed, brushing my fingers against his throbbing dick. I could feel the warm liquid of his precum dripping to stain my fingers.
Pleasure disappeared from a part of me as I stared at him angrily.
How dare he make me horny and turn me down. He was going to pay!
His eyes dropped as he tried to string his words. “Apart from the fact that you are a virgin and I don’t want to shove my dick into you to avoid hurting you…” he paused, his eyes darting in all directions as he tried to make out words.
There we go again.
Despite being bored with his words, disbelief filled me the more it replayed in my head.
Was he really asking for my consent before having sex with me?
Why was he suddenly so soft and nice these days?
This was really suspicious.
What about the ruthless and arrogant part of him?
Since I was his property, why didn’t he just take it without my consent just like he wanted to on the first day I got here?
What was going on with him?
“I’m not that kind of guy.” He finally revealed, making my brows crease in confusion.Exclusive © content by N(ô)ve/l/Drama.Org.
“I…I stopped having passionate sex years ago. I only fuck hard. Most times, I do it to be able to think straight and just to release, not mainly for enjoyment. I don’t know what lovemaking is anymore.”
I was struck by mixed feelings. I didn’t know whether to feel sorry for him or not.
I was tempted to ask him questions, but to avoid him from stopping midway, I changed my mind.
“The things I find pleasure in are dark and I’m afraid that I will destroy your innocence.”
The more I tried to process his words, the more I failed to be able to comprehend them.
Dark? What does he mean by that?
“You won’t understand. You are too pure and I don’t want to ruin it,” he stated, holding my hand firmly against his before pulling away from me.
“You can’t take what I do to Rosa. You won’t be able to survive it.”
“What did you do to Rosa?” I asked when I found my voice, compellingly staring at him.
I won’t be able to survive it?
I wasn’t naive about sex despite being a virgin. I’ve heard Nathalia discuss it with her crush and she had it many times with him.
“There is a picture in your head about sex. It doesn’t work that way with me because I don’t do vanilla sex anymore,” he explained, hoping to clarify things but my head was still blank.
None of what he said made sense.
“Vanilla sex? What do you mean by that?” I asked, folding my hands below my breast.
Thanks to his confusing words, I wasn’t horny anymore.
“What do you know about Vanilla sex?” he inquired.
Why was he answering my question with a question?
“I know that vanilla is…a flavour…and sex is… intercourse…” I bored my confused eyes into his. Anger rose up in my chest when he chuckled.
“I only have vanilla sex with someone I’m in love with, like…” His jaws clenched painfully as he shut his eyes.
Was he tearing up?
Tired of being idle, I leaned towards him, wrapping my small hands around him before kissing his forehead in assurance.
Something was eating him up.
“Everything will be fine.” I managed to say as words failed me.
I continued to rock him like a baby.
“Are you into BDSM, Aurora? Because I want to fucking suspend you to a ceiling and fuck you senselessly, but at the same time, I don’t want to destroy you.”