Heart Broken
Heartbroken
RAYNE’S POV
I couldn’t bear the pain I felt in my heart as it felt like my heart was being pierced with a thousand knives.
I followed Ann like a child following the lead of their parents.
I got to my room and sat down on the bed.
“Rayne, look at me.” I heard Ann’s voice but it wasn’t that clear.
It was like my body was dead and my mind was awake.
“Rayne, say something!” Eliana half yelled.
“Rayne!!!” Eliana yelled and I felt a hot slap landing on my chicks bringing me back to reality.
“Ouch that hurt.” I said while holding my chicks.
“Thank goodness you’re now alive.” Elaina exclaimed as she fell on the bed with a heavy sigh of relief.
“Rayne what’s wrong?” Ann asked.
For a moment I fought with reality to believe that Bianca was Eric’s secret lover, but why didn’t Ann tell me anything about it.
My eyes fell on Ann and I felt betrayed by someone I had trusted, my eyes became watery and I couldn’t hold on to the tears for long. The hot tears fell down my chick like mountain water falling off the mountain.
“What didn’t you tell me Ann?” I asked soberly.
She faced palmed herself in regrets.
“I’m sorry Rayne but it isn’t what you think, and everything Bianca said was a lie, well not all but some of it.” Ann said, trying to Explain.
But at this point I wanted no explanation.
“Please leave.” I said pointing to the direction of the door.
“Rayne, listen to me, she’s messing with your head.” Ann tried to make me see reasons but I was too sober and angry at same time to see her reasons.
“Go away Ann go away!!” I yelled at her angrily.
I bet I should have looked into his past, I kept trusting him nonstop not knowing he wasn’t the saint who he claimed to be.
Ann got up and walked out slowly with her heads down.
“I bet I should leave you alone too!” Elaiana said and got up.
“Just try to listen to Ann I bet she has a better explanation to what Bianca said.” Elaina said before walking out.
I clutched tightly to the pillow case, the feeling I felt inside right now was like a burning finance ready to burn down anything in my way.
I walked to my handbag and brought out the picture of Eric and Bianca together.
I bet it was time I knew about his past.
I folded the picture and placed it back in my bag. I laid down covering myself with the duvet.
How could I have foolishly fell so deeply for him.
How the hell was I supposed to know that he was In a relationship with Bianca.
So many different thoughts kept roaming in my head and somehow I managed to find sleep and I slept off earlier than I expected.
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I woke up the next morning feeling weaker and lazy than ever.
My whole body system was turned around and I could feel myself.
I got into the bathroom and brushed my teeth, had a warm bath and wore casual clothes.
I heard a knock on the door and I guessed it was Maria.
“What is it Maria?” I asked.
“Just wanted to know if you wanted your breakfast privately or you wanna go downstairs.” She said.
I couldn’t go downstairs and eat with the others. Not after the shame Bianca has caused me.
Privately would be okay!” I replied to her.
She left and came back minutes later and like always, a tray of food with different delicacies.
“Thank you.” I said to her as I served myself and started eating.
I was done eating and she cleared the mess.
I laid down and started to read a book just to distract my thinking away from Erick.
“Can I come in?”
I looked up and it was Sarah.
What did they want for me now?
“You’re already in.” I said.
“You know it’s called a door for a reason for you to knock.” I said sternly.
“Why Are you getting walked up over someone who loves another?” Sarah asked me.
Her question left me dumbfounded and I was as speechless than ever.
“Someone who may have been the reasons you’ve been facing trauma.” Sarah said.
“Enough Sarah, I’m not getting walked up over him.” I replied.
“Here.” she said, handing over an envelope to me.
“Those are details you have to know about your husband.” she said as she shoved the envelope to me.
“What details?” I asked.
“You’ll see.” She said with a light chuckle and left.
Immediately she left I fought the urge not to open the envelope and look into it.
“Calm down Rayne Calm down.” I whispered to myself.
“You just have to hear what Ann has to say and then you know who to trust or not.” my subconscious mind said.
I took a deep breath cause it seemed I was going to have a panic attack.
I got up and entered the bathroom, I washed my face gently while thinking of what may be inside of the envelope.
I got out back to my room now, a little relaxed. I was bored so I decided to walk around ghostly.
I just wanted to go to the garden and see the plants glow at the touch of the morning sun.
I sighed as I took a scarf and covered my face.
I walked out of my room with prayers that I didn’t want to encounter any trouble with anyone today.This belongs to NôvelDrama.Org - ©.
I walked gently down the corridor and then down the stairs.
it seemed as though everyone was out. I sighed in relief and strode into the garden.
I inhaled the scents of so many plants, while some made me want to throw up the others gladdings me with their pleasant smell.
“I know you could not be all by yourself, that’s why I stayed.”
I turned around and it was Bianca. Oh no this was what I was avoiding.