Chapter 85: Painful and Fearful
“York Charlie…” Blanche Capra called to him again, but he still didn’t respond.
She lowered her head and turned her eyes sideways to look at him, his eyes were gently closed, his lupine lashes hung obediently, his frontal hair was a little long, and at this point, from her perspective, he looked like an extremely showy older boy.
“York …” she softly called this name that popped out from the bottom of her heart.
He seems to be so tired that he fell asleep, and I do not know what he is busy all day and night, even if the company’s things are more, there is no need to exhaust himself like this, right? He actually … came to her house and also brought the computer over.
This is too busy to leave, but still have to come over to see her, to cook for her, and then while playing lai stay with her. Blanche Capra sat for a long time, and was held tightly by him body some stiff, will try to solve his circle their hands. But when she moved, he seemed to notice, and she was helpless.
After a while, York Charlie seemed to feel a little uncomfortable, and directly embraced her two fell on the sofa, Blanche Capra surprised and let out a low cry, and then went to look at his face in front of her eyes, but he was still in the same sleepy look.
Blanche Capra was almost half on top of him, but he didn’t find this uncomfortable, his breathing became longer and longer, and his sleeping face was even quieter.
Blanche Capra couldn’t sleep, so she just quietly surveyed him, looking closely at his eyebrows, his eyes, his nose, his lips. Then, probably because the night was too tempting, probably because she was compelled by his face, Blanche Capra unconsciously leaned in and planted a soft and gentle kiss on his lips with her own.
The moment her lips touched, Blanche Capra’s heart beat wildly, as if she and he had kissed for the first time a long, long time ago, with some taboo-breaking glee, as if it were a strange and adventurous game, so thrilling and exciting and expectant.
Blanche Capra opened her eyes slowly and left his lips in a sudden panic. She saw that the dark eyes were looking at her, reflecting her emotion and panic in them, and sending out another ripple after another.
Like fireworks suddenly blossoming in the dark night, the world in York Charlie’s eyes was instantly vivid and colourful, and his mellow voice, mixed with unbelievable delight, spat out a name slowly, slowly, firmly and ebulliently, “Brandi … ”
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Blanche Capra suddenly came to her senses, and those two words boomed in her heart like an alarm bell. Then, without hesitation, she pushed him fiercely away, got up from him, closed her eyes tightly, and then opened them again to look him coldly in the face.
“You get out! I’m not her!” I’m not her! Not Brandi! she cried out in her mind.
York Charlie froze, his eyes were sunken and sad, and after a moment, full of remorse and guilt.
When he was violently pushed away by Blanche Capra, as if a day-dream had been instantly shattered, he was sullen and lost. When he realized that he had unknowingly thought of her as Brandi again, he felt a deep sadness for himself, and a profound remorse and apology for the woman in front of him.
He wanted so badly to say he was sorry, but he couldn’t say it at all, because he realized how ridiculous a trivial apology like that would be.
What Blanche Capra was really angry with was herself, and it wasn’t until she saw the look in his eyes, and heard him cry out “Brandi” so profoundly, that she realized she had fallen in again, willingly, and that she had actually kissed him of her own accord! And the funny thing was, he wasn’t the only one who thought of her as Brandi, but she herself!
At that moment, why wasn’t it like she had gone back in time and become the original Brandi?
Blanche Capra felt almost desperate!
If, if it was so easy to forget everything, so easy to return to her original self, then what were all these years, her efforts and patience? What were the hurts that had been so deeply engraved in her heart?
Don’t forget, why did Brandi become Blanche Capra?
Blanche Capra suddenly understands what her hesitation was for, because even if she forgave him in her heart, she still hoped that she would not easily forget the past, she still hoped that even if she fell in love with him again, she would not remove all her defences, she would not give her all, and she would not be hurt again, as she was in the past!
She was in too much pain, so much pain that she was afraid! So she didn’t want to experience it again, didn’t want to be hurt again!
Blanche Capra’s near-breakdown and indifference were visible to York Charlie. He didn’t know how hard it would be for her to stay now, so he left without a word at her urging.
York Charlie’s heart sank to the point where it seemed as if a storm was about to break out, and he spent the nights and nights unable to sleep, and during the day pressurising around, doing everything he could to stop the spread of all that negative news about Blanche Capra, and sweeping up as much as he could of what was already being said and resourced on the internet in every way possible.
All of this was accompanied by a major effort to dredge up explosive gossip about other well-known insiders. In time, Blanche Capra has slowly faded from the public eye.
It was only a matter of a week.
Eventually, York Charlie couldn’t resist the thought of seeing Blanche Capra, and he felt that, for her protection, it was necessary to persuade her to withdraw from the circle. Especially these days, he sent people around to dig up old news and saw with their own eyes to really realise how complicated this circle is. This kind of life was really not suitable for her, and he didn’t want to see her live a life that was so tiring.
Blanche Capra home for a good period of time, to the back she also found her own negative news somehow less and less, do not care to search can not be searched related, and these two days there is a new explosive gossip out, she is so slowly faded out.
She knew that all of this must be operated by York Charlie, and it wasn’t at all surprising that he was capable of such a thing.
It had been a long time since the two had seen each other since their last disagreement, and they hadn’t even had any phone contact. As for the last time, Blanche Capra was also a little remorseful that she had taken it out on York Charlie when she hadn’t been able to keep her heart in check. In fact, she felt that as long as she kept some sense of reason at all times, it was fine to be that way with York Charlie, sometimes strong, sometimes weak. She didn’t have to leave him against her will, and she didn’t have to get back at him against her will.
Just as Blanche Capra was wondering whether to give York Charlie a call, York Charlie called by coincidence.
Blanche Capra was still ranting about the fateful silence when she heard York Charlie say, “Just to give you a heads up, I’ll be there in three minutes.”
Surprisingly, it was that long-lost, bossy tone.
Blanche Capra was surprised while thinking, what on earth had he been thinking all this time, all alone? She was a little scared again at the thought, he wouldn’t change back to his old, strange-tempered self, would he?
Blanche Capra opened the door directly, thinking that he should have a very strong sense of time, saying three minutes is probably really three minutes. So she opened the door in boredom and stood by the door counting the time.
Sure enough, at the fourth minute, York Charlie stood in front of her.
Blanche Capra let him in and was still thinking about what he would say to her when she heard his first words anger rubbing off on her.
He said, “Blanche, you might as well get out of the ring!”