My Ex, Please Love Me Again

Anya was at a loss what to do so she pushed Phil out of her apartment.

Staring blankly at the food, she sat by the table in a trance.

Anya hated this situation. She resented any care and love from him because she owed much to him when she accepted his help. As much as she hated to admit it, he really melted her heart by his thoughtfulness and care. This made her deeply troubled every time she thought of Lorie’s car accident.

She was just a normal woman. She couldn’t deal with these complicated emotions. Love and hate mixed inside her, making her sorrowfully suffering.

And when she was out her daze, the man has left long ago. Anya closed the door and got back to the seat next to the table. With so many delicious dishes, she wasn’t in the mood to eat although she was starved.

Thinking of the man who cooked the meal, she lost her appetite.

Anya was about to drop the tableware when Maisie sent her messages in their group chat.

Maisie and other people in the group would ask her if she had meals on time and got some nice sleep almost every day. Anya was greatly moved by their care. They truly treated her as a little sister.

Anya told them what happened tonight. They could tell that she had no desire to eat at this moment.

Nina asked, “Please don’t tell me that you haven’t eaten anything.”

Anya answered her with a yes.

Emelia hastily suggested, “At least try to eat something. Remember that you are not alone now.”

Nina took up the theme. “We would agree with you on not eating the food cooked by that old man. But you are pregnant now. You couldn’t starve the baby.”

Nina amused Anya by calling Phil ‘that old man’. Anya managed to take up the fork and made her stomach full while chatting with them.Content rights by NôvelDr//ama.Org.

Anya had to acknowledge that Phil was good at cooking, way much better than the servant she hired before. This was probably the most enjoyable meal she had ever had since she moved to the Ustistan.

Anya later apologized at the group. “I was just totally messed up tonight. Sorry that I acted capriciously and made your guys worry about me.”

She knew her friends’ expectation which was to take good care of herself and live a peaceful life. She nearly failed to live up to their expectation out of some sudden wrong impulse. People should love themselves first at any time.

She wouldn’t starve herself for emotional reasons again.

Partly at the request of Phil conveyed by Ezra, Maisie and others comforted Anya and asked if she had food regularly. This was also the way how they learnt the quarrel between Anya and Phil tonight.

Anya made up her mind. “I will talk to him tomorrow.”

She made the decision after serious pondering. It did no good to them maintaining their weird relationship now.

They should reach a pact in which stipulated on them living in harmony. But she was also aware that her being unable to stay calm in front of Phil was the major problem.

She kept thinking of Lorie’s illness when confronting him and thus was prone to lose temper.

She couldn’t do this anymore.

She should try to put down her resentment. The baby was all that mattered now.

Maisie asked her. “Do you have ideas on how to talk to him?”

Anya replied. “I think his major worry was that I couldn’t give birth to his child smoothly if I didn’t keep healthy diet or didn’t get enough sleep. And he unreasonably fired my servant which cooked my meals. So my plan is to hire him to cook for me.”

“In that case, he could rest assurance because we meet each other every day. Hopefully we could get along well.”

In Anya’s opinion, the only reason that Phil showed up in this place and disturbed her was that he cared much about the baby. He had nothing to worry about if she allowed him to frequently check on her.

At hearing this Nina chuckled. “I bet that Phil will be mad if you say this to him tomorrow. Haha–”

Nina couldn’t stop laughing. “It was a completely insult to a top lawyer like him to cook for you in the exchange of money. I like your idea.”

Anya admitted, “To tell the truth, I do want to humiliate him. And he deserves that because he unbearably dismissed my servant.”

Anya was pissed off thinking of this. Who did Phil think he was? Did he have the right to sack the servant she hired?

And what he said at that time also annoyed her. He promised to take care of her dinner. But she didn’t want to owe him.

So she was thinking about paying him. Money could buy everything in this world. If not, that would be not giving enough money.

“OK. Let’s negotiate with him in this way.” Nina couldn’t agree more with Anya. Nothing entertained her more than seeing a man floundering.

“This wasn’t a bad idea. But imaginably he wouldn’t take the money.” Emelia showed her concern.

Before Anya could say anything, Nina made the decision for her. “Whatever. You could find another servant and ask him to leave if he didn’t accept the pact.”

Anya thought alike. “If he doesn’t take the money, I will ask him to stay away from me. Under no circumstance should I eat the meals made by him for free.”

Maisie replied. “Hopefully he would agree. In this way both of you could stop fighting. He could be assured that you have healthy food on time if he is given the opportunity to see you every day.”

Albeit humiliatingly annoyed, Phil would possibly accede to her demand because in this way he could meet Anya every day.

The outsider sees the most of the game. In Anya’s mind, the sole reason of Phil caring so much about her was for the baby. But actually it was known to them that Phil cared about her more than anyone and anything.

Nevertheless, as a person who had recently regained her love, Maisie was well aware that other people’s opinion and suggestion had little effects. It left two of them to find out the nature of love.

As for Phil, he set about targeting at people he had problems with like Gracie after eating something and taking pills.

At that time he exiled these people in foreign country to prevent Anya from making the rash move to destroy them at the cost of herself. However, apparently Anya was dissatisfied and quarreled with him for many times.

She swore to give them the most brutal revenge and to get them taste their own medicine. Only in this way could she allay her anger.

It looked like it was about time to allow them to return. Anya wasn’t at home country and he might let them enjoy some good days. And soon they would know how it felt to be ultimately destroyed. Anya could probably be satisfied this time if she saw that with her own eyes.