Chapter 183 Mom dont drive away silently
In the evening, after falling asleep silently, Zhan Yan came out of her room and saw the man lighting a cigarette and sitting on the sofa. The blue and white smoke was whirling around, but from his back, he felt a little lonely.
“Smoking less is not good for your health.”
She poured a cup of hot tea and put it on the tea table.
“Can you be alone tomorrow?”
A person, send silently leave, really can.
Exhibition yan hook out a smile, nodded:
“Let me take her away alone.”
She can, she can do it.
Silent is back to her biological parents, this should be a happy thing, she should not be so selfish, deprived of the right to silently identify relatives.
As Zhang Lian said, I can hide it now. What about after that?
Children will grow up one day and will notice many things.
You will also know that the woman she called her mother for so many years is not her biological mother at all.
Zhan Yan didn’t want to see that day come, nor did he want to have hatred and resentment towards her in his heart after he was silent.
It is better for her to make a decision now.
“I am afraid that you will come or it will be unnecessary. I finally firmly believe that I will disappear again.”
She has no courage to make such a decision for the second time.
Tomorrow, silently even if she blames her for hating her, one day, she will know that she is for her good.
“I’ll go and see the children again.”
After putting out the cigarette butts, the man got up and went to the child’s bedroom, his voice dull.
Zhan Yan recognized that Raymond did not give up in his words.
But this time, he respected her decision.
So she wants to send away silently, he has no objection.
However, Raymond still believes that he should explain everything to the children before that.
Otherwise, children will not be willing to leave their mother if they cry. No child will be willing to leave their mother.
… …
This night, Zhanyan stayed up all night, looking at the silence on the bed, carefully remembering her little crescent eyebrows and smacking her lips in her sleep.
Every slight move, she felt, was a fragment that could be kept as a memory in the future.
I don’t want to miss a moment.
Until dawn, I woke up silently and caressed her eyes with my little hand-
“Mom how panda eye…”
“Silently, Mom has something to say to you.”
Perhaps Raymond is right. He has the right to know the whole thing silently.Content provided by NôvelDrama.Org.
Even if she is still young, she cannot accept it.
“What?”
Rubbing his bleary eyes silently, he heard his mother’s lukewarm and cool words-
“You are not my daughter, you are the child I adopted.”
Xiao silently rubbed her eyes and suddenly froze. She was dumbfounded and looked at Zhan Yan with big eyes open.
Motionless, like a Woodenhead.
“I didn’t lie to you, now… your biological parents have come to you. They want to take you away and take you back to your real home.”
… …
In two hours.
Silently sitting on the small bench did not move, eyeballs did not blink watching Zhan Yan pack her things.
Quiet, silent, from Zhan Yan told silently her life experience has continued until now.
It was not until she packed the children’s luggage that she moved her lips silently. The voice of grievance mixed with crying came-
“Silently don’t want to go…”
It turns out that she is really not her mother’s child, just as she thought silently.
Last time, I heard what my extra aunt said silently. The strange uncle was the silent biological father, not Uncle Mu.
And mother, is not her mother…
For a child over four years old, all this is really too sudden to accept!
She can’t even understand many words, but she silently knows-
Mother is going to let her go, let her follow that strange uncle to leave!
At the thought of being thrown away, I was so scared and wanted to cry.
“Mom, don’t drive away silently, ok… whoops, don’t leave Mom silently, don’t leave here!”
The child wailed loudly, picking his fingers and crying silently. Did he not let Zhan Yan hear the heartache?
However, can you not leave?
Erase the tears from the corners of his eyes, Zhanyan sucked his nose, bent over and squatted down in front of him silently, wiping the tears on the child’s face.
“Don’t cry silently, you should know that your biological mother needs you very much now, she misses you very much…”
“No, silently don’t… silently as long as you, as long as mother!”
She doesn’t want any biological mother, not the mother who abandoned her.
She only needs this mother who has been with her since she was born. Her mother’s name is Zhanyan. She has only one mother!
“Mom promised you that she would come to see you after a while.”
“Don’t… deceive people.”
Adults will cheat children, and anyone who looks at them will feel distressed.
Zhan Yan is not sad, but-
“Isn’t silence the best? Why don’t you obey now?”
“Mom doesn’t want me…”
Silently only know, her mother does not want her, even if she is good again, also do not want her.
The small hand pulled Zhanyan’s skirt, silently lowered his head and red eyes-
“Mom, don’t let go silently, promise you silently… don’t eat snacks in the future, have a good meal… don’t take photos at the amusement park…”
My mother doesn’t like to do everything silently, and she won’t do it after she does it silently.
Zhan Yan turned his head and did not look at the child’s little face at the moment.
She was afraid that if she looked at it again, she would soften her heart.
Erase tears, Zhan Yan picked up the small suitcase, took the silent hand and insisted on taking her away.
“Don’t! Don’t go silently! Mom, don’t be silent, then… then can dad want me?”
Mom doesn’t want her, what about Dad?
Why didn’t Dad come… … …
Zhan Yan naturally knew that the silent father was Raymond.
“Your biological father is waiting for you now.”
“Silently don’t that father, don’t! Whoops…”
When I came with some snacks, I saw the door was open and there was a silent cry inside.
When she entered, she saw Zhan Yan holding a suitcase and holding a silent hand, insisting on taking the child away.
“What’s going on?!”
Silent face is full of tears, all cry into flower cat.
However, it is not much better to show one’s face.
Silently saw the extra aunt coming, crying-
“Excess aunt, silently don’t leave mother, don’t leave here! Silently don’t biological father, don’t want to go…”
The child’s crying caused the extra snacks in his hand to fall to the ground.
Did she hear correctly and leave silently? !
“Zhan Yan you…”
“Leave it alone. I have already promised Mr Zhang to take the child to the airport in the afternoon.”
“Are you crazy?!”
The surplus was completely shocked. It was only two days before Zhan Yan made such a crazy move.
Send the child away!
If there is no silence, how can Zhanyan live?
“Yes, I am crazy!”
Zhanyan was already on the verge of collapse. She covered her head and crouched down in pain. Tears fell to the floor in her eyes.
“Silence does not belong to me. From the beginning… she did not belong to me.”
Blood ties cannot be cut off, but there is no blood ties, so that layer of attachment.
“When I grow up silently, I will know that everything I do now is for her good.”
“Redundant, don’t you want to see silently in this life can’t recognize their biological parents?!”
Some orphans cannot find their parents in their life, which has become a lifelong regret and pain.
Now, Zhan Yan doesn’t want to regret it all his life in silence.
Long pain is better than short pain. She would rather complain about her silently than hate her all her life silently.
Redundant will know, there will always be a time to face.
But I didn’t expect this day to come so soon.
Looking at the pain of Zhanyan, and looking at the silent pity and helplessness, I don’t know how to speak out without this onlooker.
There was no way out. She went to the silent front, stroked the child’s hair and said:
“Silently, we don’t want to abandon you, but want you to have one more pair of parents who love you. Don’t you like the feeling of being spoiled and loved? The parents will also love you very much. Maybe you will also have grandparents and grandparents. At that time, you will be the happiest child.”
“… really…”
Silently don’t believe, she don’t want to be the happiest child, she just want to be by her mother’s side.
“Of course it’s true. You get along with the parents for a period of time first, and the extra aunt promises you that she will visit you with her mother after a period of time, okay?”
Zhang Lian did not say that he insisted that the child and Zhan Yan should be broken. He also said that Zhan Yan was still the mother of the child.
When Zhang Lian’s wife grows up silently and her condition improves, she will be able to take over and live with Zhan Yan for a period of time.
“My mother was very sad when she was silent and disobedient.”
Listening silently to superfluous words, she didn’t want her mother to be sad, she obediently obeyed, then her mother wouldn’t want her.
After waiting for a period of time, my mother misses her and will bring her back.
… …
At 2: 30 p. m., Zhan Yan took the children’s hand and went to the airport to meet Zhang Lian who was waiting for them.
Zhang Lian saw that he was coming silently and almost did not restrain himself from coming forward to hold the child.
Silently frightened, he shrank behind Zhanyan, and his small hand tightly grabbed Zhanyan’s skirt and refused to let go.
Seeing the fear and vigilance in the child’s eyes, Zhang Lian’s hands trembled a little and kept telling himself to calm down and not frighten the child.
“Silent, I am father…”
But silently half hesitate half afraid leaned out half head, curled mouth, did not respond.
Zhan Yan leaned down and tidied up the neckline for the child.
“Silently, don’t be afraid… have you forgotten what you promised your mother?”
“I haven’t forgotten.”
Shake your head silently-
“Silence will be obedient, but my mother will also promise to be silent and pick up silence as soon as possible.”
“Good…”
Perhaps only children will take such words seriously.
This walk in silence may not come back, at least in a short period of time, it will not be seen.
Zhan Yan stroked the child’s cheek and kissed her eyes.
In my heart, I don’t give up, not only because I will be taken away silently, but also because I will face loneliness.
She is afraid of the empty home, only herself.