The Alpha Who Saved Me

Chapter 101

I was refusing to see Declan because I didn’t want any reminders of Gavin in the days

following his death, and the two of them are similar in the face. I thought it would hurt

seeing Declan because I miss Gavin so d*mn much. I’m always expecting him to walk

through the door or wake me up by making love to me or kissing the s*it out of me, but

there is nothing.

It wasn’t until I watched that video that he made for me that I was able to start putting

myself back together again. I don’t want to disappoint him and he’s right, our son needs

me to remind him of his daddy, and I need to show him how to be strong. How can I do

that if I hide away in my room? That’s not being a strong Alpha, and I want to make sure

that Gavin’s son is the best Alpha that he can be.

And so, I showered for the first time in days, and then I got

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dressed in clean clothes. I’m wearing one of Gavin’s t-shirts tied at the waist, but it’s

clean and that’s all that matters. I start throwing orders around at border patrol, the

warriors, and the pack house staff, not in a mean way, but orders just the same.

It’s the time that I actually spend with my son that almost breaks me. Thinking about how

he was finally getting used to his daddy, only to have him ripped away from him as his

life is just beginning. I’m so glad that Sara ended Daniel, because I wouldn’t want to take

away someone’s mate like that, and I would have. I will always be indebted to her for

ending her own mate, and she will always have a spot in this family no matter what. It

takes a lot of courage. and strength to be able to kill your own mate, but a mother’s love

doesn’t end when they grow up; it lasts a lifetime.

After spending time with Ash, I lay him down for a nap and then head down to the office

to try and catch up on the finances and anything else that Spencer wasn’t able to get

done in the last few days. I’ve been in my office for about two hours now when I feel our

synced heartbeats just before the knock comes.

Declan brings Holden to try and cheer me up, and I can’t believe how much he’s grown.

Looking at the pup, a weird sense of knowledge about something that I can’t put my

finger on, comes over me, but then I push it aside as he asks about my son.

Linking Cici, I ask that she bring Ash to my office and then next thing I know, Declan is

pulling me into a hug. I freeze, I don’t want sympathy when I’m trying to be strong, but

then it’s like a cloak of some sort drapes itself around me, giving me comfort instead and

I wrap my own arms around his waist.

“I’m here, Quinn, I’m always here…just remember that.” He states, and I know the words

to ring true because that is who Declan is.

There is a heaviness in my chest at his words, but there is also a little bit of healing to

them as well. I can’t really explain it. Even Tala is calm and collected as Declan holds

me, and she hasn’t been calm in days. I should feel off by being held by another male so

soon after Gavin has passed even if this isn’t what that is, but I don’t. I feel a familiarity

within the hug, and I embrace it.

After a few minutes, I pull away, though, when a thought comes to mind. I glance up at

Declan and he doesn’t seem to mind that I broke contact, so I address an issue that I’ve

been thinking about for the past hour, “I need your help with the Blue River pack.”

He smiles warmly, “Whatever it is, I’m here to help.”

I pick up Holden without even thinking about it and take him over to my chair and bounce

him on my lap as I continue, “We need to

anoint someone to take over as Alpha until Ash comes of age. Technically it could be

passed to Ayden first, but Demi doesn’t want anything to do with it, even though it would

only be until Ash turns eighteen.”

“Well, Ash is the true heir since Gavin was first born and born within fated mates, so his

heir would be Alpha over Gavin’s sibling.” Declan explains, but I already know this.

“Yes, but I think Ayden deserves some acknowledgement as being an Alpha’s son.” I say

as I try detangling Holden’s hand from my hair.

Declan chuckles at our predicament, “Well if you ask me, I think the Beta needs to be

stripped of his title for standing by and not saying anything about the Alpha’s wrong

doings. By stripping his title, any heir of his will be stripped also, so it will leave the title

open, and I think that as the second son to the Alpha, that title should belong to Ayden, if

he wants it.”

I nod, agreeing to what he is saying, “I think we should talk to Demi as soon as possible,

so we can figure out what to do about the two temporary positions. There is a warrior in

the Blue River pack. that Gavin talked about often, as being a good person. I believe his

name is Preston. Maybe you can check him out, see what he’s about and we can go

from there.”

“I know Preston, and he is a good male and warrior. I don’t know if he will make a good

Alpha, but as the temporary Beta position goes, I think he would work well,” Declan goes

on, “Have you talked to Aunt Sara about any of this? We may not need a temporary

Alpha is she decides to take over until Ash is of age.”

“That would be ideal, but I don’t think she will want to. Maybe you can talk her into it,

letting her know that both you and I will be there to help her along the way.” I opt for

Declan to talk to her

because I know how much she liked me before Gavin and I had become official; I wasn’t

her favorite person, and even though she would be doing it for both her son and grand

pup, I don’t think I would be able to persuade her, not like Declan or even Amelia,

“Maybe get your mother involved as well.” I add as an afterthought.

“I will see what I can do.” He replies just as the door opens and Cici comes walking in

with Ash, who Declan s*atches up right away.

Watching him with Ash warms my heart and I know that Gavin would agree with me

when I say that Declan will be a great role model for our son. A breeze comes through

the window just as I think this, and I smile as it caresses my skin, making me think of my

mate. Maybe he is with me, I think as I turn to the window and smile, ‘I love you, Gavin,’ I

think to myself and another breeze comes through, this time with a touch of warmth to it,

and I now know that he is with me.

Declan and Amelia stay for supper, joining my Beta and G*mma couples, as well as

Sara and Dr. Sands who will be staying on with us for a while until Declan decides what

he’s doing with Langly. There’s laughter all around and I can’t help but think how Gavin ConTEent bel0ngs to Nôv(e)lD/rama(.)Org .

would love this. I’m trying not to become depressed when I think. about him because I

know he doesn’t want that. Knowing that he is still with me, though, is helping

tremendously.

“Luna Quinn, what will you be doing about hiring a nanny once Sara goes back to her

pack?” It’s Amelia that asks me this.

“Oh wow, I haven’t even thought about it. I don’t want to send him. to the daycare just

yet, he’s too young.

“May I make a suggestion?” Sara asks softly, and I smile warmly

back at her.

“Of course, I will always take your advice, Luna Sara.”

“Just Sara, dear. After all, we are family now.” Her telling me this means a lot to me,

especially after everything that’s happened. Sara continues, “I think Demi would make a

great nanny, and it would be great to see uncle and nephew grow up under the same

roof.”

I can’t help but be surprised at her last words. I would think that she would loathe the

thought of calling Daniel’s b*stard Ash’s uncle, but it’s quite the opposite. She notices my

reaction and goes on to explain her thoughts on the matter, “I don’t blame the poor girl

for what my late mate did, and I certainly don’t blame that innocent boy. Unfortunately, it

happened, and Ayden is Ash’s uncle by blood. I will not treat him different because of his

sperm donor’ s actions. I’ve known Demi her whole life, and she’s always been a sweet

girl and used to pup sit all the time when she was younger. I nominate her to be my

grand pup’s nanny.”

I smirk at how matter of fact she is and how considerate she is being. I would not have

guessed this of her after finding out the truth, but she surprises me at every turn. All I can

do is agree to her suggestion.

“I think that would be a wonderful idea, Sara. Thank you for suggesting her, and I will talk

to her first thing in the morning.” Sara seems really pleased with the decision and that

makes me happy.

Declan and I are having a private conversation on how to go about denouncing the Beta

of Blue River when Dr. Sands joins us, “Alpha Declan and Luna Quinn, thank you for

everything you have done for me since arriving back here,” he stares straight at me, “I’m

so glad that I was able to get you the answers you were wanting.”

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I stare back at him trying to figure out what he is talking about, “I’ m sorry, Dr. Sand,

please forgive me, but what are you talking about?” I glance up at Declan and then back

at the doctor.

“Oh dear, you forgot all about it, with everything that’s happened,” he now glances at the

Alpha as well before returning his attention to me, “Remember the envelope you folded

and tucked away in your um…brassiere that night?”

It takes me a moment as I go back through my memory for the last time I talked with the

doctor. It was the night of the Union ceremony and…oh Goddess! I bring me hand up to

my mouth and then once again I look at Declan.

“Am I missing something?” The Alpha asks looking more confused as ever.

“I never got a chance to read it!” I look back at the doctor, “I don’t even know what

happened to it since everything happened.”

“Can someone please tell me what you are talking about?” Declan is frustrated, and I

don’t blame him. The doctor and I are talking in riddles at the moment.

I take his hand and hold it in mine. I’m not sure how he’s going to feel about what I did,

but it needed to be done. Looking up into his warm chocolate eyes, I just blurt it out, “I

had Dr. Sands do another DNA test and he’s talking about the results that he gave me

the night Gavin and I united.”

Now he really looks confused, “I thought you said that you knew. for a fact that Ash was

Gavin’s?”

I sigh, “Declan, I’m talking about you and Holden.”

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