Thirty-Eight
Judge’s [POV]
I don’t answer that. It’s obvious enough. “What were you thinking to run? I wouldn’t harm you. Don’t you know that? I will punish you, but I will never take it too far.”
“Last night was too far.”
“Last night wounded your pride.”
“You lost your temper, Judge.”Content is © by NôvelDrama.Org.
I am mute for a long moment. I hang my head because she’s right. It happened last night. And again just a few moments ago. What would she do if she ever saw that punishment room? She’d run for the hills.
No, she’d run right into my brother’s waiting arms.
“I don’t like when that happens,” she admits in a voice I don’t hear often. “It scares me.”
I look at her, close the space between us to brush her cheek with the knuckles of one hand. “I won’t lose control with you. I promise. Your scars… I’d never do that to you. Hurt you like that.”
“But you already have.”
Again, I’m struck mute. With a sigh, she brushes my arm off, then crosses to the tub and climbs in.
I will unpack that later. I can’t right now. My head is still swimming, and she needs me. I strip off my shirt and toss it aside. What I mean to do is sit on the edge of the tub and clean her. It’s my intention.
But she reaches to switch off the water and turns her gaze to me. The way she watches me, it’s like she sees right through me. Her body is submerged, dark hair floating on the surface, her face so pretty, so overwhelmingly pretty, that I break my own rule again. I strip off my shoes and socks. My pants. She watches, holding her breath as I push my briefs off. Her eyes move to my cock, and I let her take it in before crossing to the tub and climbing in behind her.
She turns in my arms, water splashing onto the bathroom floor.
I hold her and push their hair from her face. She straddles me, but I grip her hips.
“No.”
She grunts her disapproval. “Yes.”
I dig my fingers into her hips to halt her and force her to sit across from me.
“I don’t care, Judge. I don’t care if I’m pure.”
“I do. And just to be very clear, my brother won’t. You stay away from him. Now give me your foot.”
She slides her foot provocatively along my thigh. I catch it and give her a look.
“Why do you hate him?”
“Sibling rivalry,” I say, cleaning her, massaging her muscles as I do. She’d have been sore from the way I had her trussed up last night, but then adding what happened this morning, I’ll take even more care.
“I’m sure he’ll tell me if you don’t.”
I squeeze her ankle. She winces. “You won’t ask him. You don’t know what he’s capable of. You will stay away from him. Am I clear?”
“I thought only sisters were jealous of each other.”
“I’m not jealous of him.”
“No.”
I grit my teeth and concentrate on washing her, then drain the tub. I climb out to wrap a towel around my hips before helping her out, wrapping one around her shoulders to dry her. Even though my touch is light, I am aware of her every wince.
When I’m finished, I find the first-aid kit and a bottle of soothing arnica lotion, then guide her into the bedroom.
“Lie down on your stomach. I’ll do your back first.”
Mercedes makes a point of climbing onto the bed on all fours and looks over her shoulder at me.
I look. Of course, I look. I’m a man. “If you know what’s safe for you, you’ll stop shaking your ass at me and behave.”
“I’ve never wanted safe,” she says and slowly lowers herself.
I adjust my cock. I should get dressed-at least put on a pair of pants-but I don’t. And I don’t want to think about why. Instead, I climb on the bed and straddle her thighs to massage lotion into her shoulders, her arms, and her back.
She moans as I make deep circles with my fingers down over her ass before lifting off her to flip her onto her back. I settle on my knees between her legs and massage the lotion into her feet, bandaging the cuts as I go and bending each knee, in turn, to rub the ache out of her muscles. I’m very aware all along of how her pussy is right there, directly in my line of vision.
When I’m done with her legs, I lean over her to rub the arnica into her chest, and her breasts. My dick dips between her thighs, and those moments it touches the wetness between her legs, I suck in a breath and grit my teeth. It takes all I have to hold back. She’s wet, and I smell her sweet scent of her. It’s enough to kill me, never mind the dark heat in her eyes.
I cap the lotion set it aside, and watch her. She holds my gaze at first, but then hers falters, and she turns away.
“No, that won’t do. Look at me,” I tell her.
It takes her a minute, but she meets my eyes, her cheeks flushed.
“Good girl. Now put your hand between your legs.”
“Judge-”
“Isn’t this what you want?” When she doesn’t answer, I continue. “Go on. Show me how you touch yourself.”
She hesitates.
“Do it. And don’t fucking look away from me when you do.”
She swallows and does as she’s told, her mouth opening, small white teeth biting her lower lip as she moves her fingers over herself. The sound of her wet pussy makes it hard for me to breathe.
“I want to watch you, too,” she says.
“Have you ever watched a man?” I know the answer but seeing her shake her head somehow gets me even harder. “No one’s ever touched you? Seen you like this?”
“Never.”
“Good.”
I lean over her, my cock in my fist, and kiss her mouth. It’s not a deep kiss. It’s slow. She moans and closes her eyes when I take her lower lip between my teeth and suck before dipping my head to her chest, licking a path between her breasts, over her belly button to the slit of her sex, stopping there because I’m going to blow if I don’t.
“Don’t stop. Please. I need this so much.”
I just want a taste. One taste.
I push her legs apart and take her hand away, then feast my eyes before bending her knees to lick her hole to hole. She moans, and when I take her clit into my mouth, she curls her fingers into my hair and arches her back.
“Oh, my God.”
I remember she’s never felt this before. Never had the tongue of a man on her. No one has tasted her but me, and fuck, is she sweet. Fuck if I don’t want to devour her whole as my cock aches for release.
“I’m going to come,” she says.
I lift my gaze to look at her as my mouth works over her clit. Mercedes arches her back, pulling handfuls of my hair as she moans my name and comes on my tongue, her orgasm drawn out, thighs tight around my neck. Her body collapses in exhaustion when it’s over.
Her eyes grow dreamy and soft as she watches me wipe the back of my hand over my lips, then dip my fingers between her legs. She shudders, her body too sensitive after her orgasm, but I scoop up her wetness and rub it over myself, fisting my cock.
Mercedes climbs up onto her elbows, mouth open as if she’s in awe as I pump. She looks up at me, then gets up on her knees and closes her hand over mine. I kiss her, and then with my hand around the back of her head, I guide her down and watch her as she takes me into her inexperienced mouth. Fuck, the sight of it, of her eyes looking up at me with her mouth full of me, it’s enough to make me blow down her throat now.
I grip a handful of hair and guide her over me slowly, drawing it out because this will be the last time. I swear it. And I want to make it last. I pull her off, taking a moment to regain control of myself, then lay her onto her back and straddle her torso. She licks her lips and opens her mouth, and this woman, fuck, this woman. I am done for. She will ruin me.
She chokes when I push too deep, too fast, and pushes against me.
“Relax,” I tell her, giving her a moment to catch her breath but not pulling out fully because her tongue on my cock is doing things to me. “Just relax, little monster. Relax and take it. Because if you want to play this game with me, you’ll need to learn to swallow my cock.”
Her response is a deep moan.
I grip the footboard, and it takes all I have not to fuck her face the way I want to, the way I would anyone else. But I have to go slow with her. As slow as any man can when she relaxes enough that I can guide myself down her throat, and I don’t last long then. It feels too fucking good when we lock eyes, and she swallows me whole.